I will miss you all dearly.

So today was our very last Monday AND where we took our "victory" lap around the grades. So we decided to rock it out in style. The group basically decided to dress up as actual nerd boys and girls... hence the 2 high pony tails in brown ribbon, nerdy glasses, high socks(which had to be pulled down because our vice principal threatened to cancel our formal =[) , tucked in shorts... and done up tie! ... Oh not to mention that all the boys had to do a comb over and had a calculator in their pockets :P Looking at these pictures just makes me wish this day could come all over again. (I love the poster above LOL)

Presenting you my formal date 2010 MISS CAMBODIA 2010 :$:$ WHO BTW, is letting me have a $400 budget on him... (except shoes and belt cause he has it already).. wooooott... can somebody say taeyang? Vest? Mmhm!! HAHAH ^_^ Yeah this is just what we get up to in random classes..

Went out with the IPT boys on Friday night... we even went bowling.. AND GUESS WHO WON? YEP ME!! SHAME ON YOUR SOULS BOYS! (H) HEHE.

Looking at these pictures make me cringe. It's not bad, but more of ... how I'm going to miss every thing later on. I honestly regret not taking enough photos in year 12, so year 11's... grab every opportunity. It's so worth it to remember all these memories. My birthday(28th sept) will also be soon... but I'm planning to celebrate it after the HSC :D I'm over being "18" because I don't really see any extra privileges(if you readers get me ;P). I also have not been actually "studying" yet... I guess I'm still in chill mode... which is bad... But if I get 90+, that means I can prove to every body you can get good marks AND party hard. I hope I do myself and my family proud. Oh and special thanks to ranga for giving me a polaroid photo :P Much appreciated!! (L)

This will be the last time I blog until my HSC finishes on the 2nd of November 2010. So this is it boys and girls... our very last week. Tears have not started pouring out of my eyes yet, but I predict it will soon. I find so much relief in finishing school yet I can't help but feel sad about it at the same time. I really feel upset that I'm not going to see most of you anymore.

I really will miss recess and lunch where everyone just hangs out with each other and do their own thing. In university, it's going to be different. No more lunches and recesses... Every one is going to be doing their own course in their own field... in their own campus in their own university/college/tafe. It's just scary because there is so much unity here and I know that when I hit university it will be so different. Of course in saying that, I do crave independence..... but I'll just miss high school in general you know?

I can honestly say, high school would be, for a lot of you, the best years of your life. I think so too. We don't have to worry about bills, issues, kids... etc. We were and we ARE so carefree. We're also incredibly ignorant. But I guess "ignorance is bliss." I just wish I never took it for granted so many countless times. I wished I appreciated the people and the environment at my school more often. I wish I could rewind back and do so many things again. But then again, I'm glad for how every thing turned out. I'm glad I am where I am. I'm so happy with all the beautiful friends I have. I honestly could not ask for a better bunch(Seriously.)

This brings to me to my dedications in regards to FVHS 2010:
Fairvalers
You all know who you are. The ones I always talk to, the ones I hang out with, the ones I have class with, the ones I party with. Where would I be without you all? Where would I be? We stick by each other like peanut butter and jam. I am so lucky that I ended up with you guys. I could not have asked for better friends(except for Ange to move here). I honestly can't. We've been through so much. We've pulled through... and after 6 years, look who we ended up with. Back with each other. I love you all. So many of you have made such a memorable impact on me... Watch this video to represent my love. :) Caution, this might make you cry(the lyrics.) I'm going to miss all of you so much... :(:(:(:(:(

Johnny
Jay, you are one of the few people I hope I keep in contact with in ten years time. I hope we do not drift away and I honestly hope we still talk. Apart from my family, you have made the biggest impact on my life. I don't think any one can truly understand or know how much we have been through. We've jumped through hurdles and bloody crawled our way out of km's deep of snow. But between all the good and bad, I know that at the end of the day, I'll always have you and it will always be us. Despite all the petty arguments, I'm glad you never ever gave up when I did. Thankyou. I'm not going to say good bye or I'll miss you, because I know I will still be in contact with you. So i'm going to say, bitches please go SMD!

Family
I know I said this was just going to be about FVHS, but I could not have pull through 2010 without my family. I will NEVER trade them for ANYTHING in the world. You name it. You guys have helped me through HSC so much. You will have no idea. I will sacrifice anything for you and I respect you all so much. I'm so glad you were really not strict about me like most parents. I'm so thankful for the fact that you guys are so understanding, caring, dirty(will never forget the aeroplane joke)... and for always trying to make me feel better. I love you. I love you guys. I f'en love you all!!!!!

I feel like I want to cry typing this out... but since this is my last post... I might as well prolong this post as much as possible! There's only 4 more days guys. Let's have as much fun as possible. I don't want to say good bye to any of you. So i'm not going to. Because i'm going to see you all later.

Always and forever,